it's finally the day all form3s get their PMR results...
i was totally praying & begging to God that i get straight As...
to please her n myself...
walked into the school & the first ting i saw was Natalie crying...
then i thought to myself, oh God, this cant be good...
then, Hanie got 6As only...
i'm like WTF???
i had a feeling that this year is going to be a huge dissapointment...
when umi handed me my results, i just stared at it...
going through one by one...
BM ------------------- B
ENGLISH ------------- A
MATHS --------------- A
SCIENCE ------------- A
SEJARAH ------------- B
GEOGRAFI ------------ A
KHB ----------------- B
i double-checked, triple-checked, and yes, my eyes did not deceive me...
i continued to stared at the paper as others leave & my mum talked to umi...
in my mind i was like 'WTF?!?!??!!'...
tears ran down my cheeks...
i cant believe my sleepless nights & hard studying came out with such a dissapointing results...
T.T
i didn't care if XiaoWen or Lawrence saw me crying...
i dont care...
i'm just too upset...
i dont care if others are happy about my results...
i'm not...
came back & my food is tasteless...
heard a guy over the phone that his kid got a C for geo or smth...
still it didn't make me feel better...
and to top it all, i had to go to my bro's school...
T.T i miss him, R.I.P. Christopher...
chatted with andrea & ana...
not many ppl are satisfied with their results...
i can tell by the atmosphere on fb...
haiz...
so many dissapointment...
and i'm even worse than my sis' UPSR results...
o_0
WTF?!??
i thought of using the '7As result' as a chance to get permission to go the nest year's k-pop concert,,,
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T.T
a friend of mine who's homeschooled got straight As...
WTF???
i'm stressing to much on what has been done...
haiz...
T.T
i just wish school could hurry up and come...
i dont look forward to Christmas...
haiz...
this is a tragic year...
to think abut it,
both my school & tuition sej teacher teach like crap...
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normally saying things out online would make me feel better...
mayb this time's different...
cause i still feel dissapointed, depressed, emo.........
i guess i should stop now to prevent furthur sadness online...
flo
Mood : kpop music, please cheer me up... =\
